What is there to say? Ako kahanga. I'm also Michael Albano. I control how I feel, no one else does. I try to take my own advice. Ang lahat ay isang ipokrita beses sa isang habang. ぼくはｄｒぺーぱがだいすきです。I have a duality. I like you. I like that person too. Stimuli.
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All these men nowadays do not have a backbone. Like seriously? You’re going to let me walk all over you. It’s pathetic. My ex boyfriend was the only one who actually shut me up on some things and I respect him for that.
I have literally walked over guys and they take it.. I can cuss them out and…
The demeanor of intimidation is truly a confusing role to play. I know for me, I do tests subconsciously—without knowing I do it—and I literally put myself out there when it becomes serious. All that remains is a dumbfounded reaction or no response in general. I can talk and say this and that—even play charades to interact with them my true emotions and thoughts, but they would still be confused. It tests friendships—relationships—any type of interaction. It goes both ways.
I got offered numerous favors by a patient recently. I was disturbed. I think she was in drug withdraw—she was getting Meth to offset her Heroine symptoms. It was kind of hilarious since she was giving me her life story. When I state, “numerous favors” it was the cream of the crop from Colfax-type of favors. If you live in Colorado, it will make sense.
I felt like a STD was lurking in the shadows of the hospital room getting ready to jump into its new host. It was a nightmare.
I went home and showered the day’s worth of work down the drain.
It was definitely a whole new meaning of helping humanity.
The main crush, the one I care about a lot, is someone I see mainly on holidays and big events like graduation. It is rare to see this person on a daily/weekly basis, but that is what makes our “ship” float at homeostasis levels. This person shares many interests that I have, but doesn’t seem to talk a lot in general. I am interested and attracted for a variety of reasons. For some reason I think about this person the most even when I am crushing hard on others.
This secondary, but high on the list, crush is someone over the borders of the United States. This person is lovely in many aspects, but is very traditional and old-school. I am bittersweet about that aspect, but at the same time I value that this person has beliefs and thoughts of their own.
This other crush is mainly just that general feeling when I see someone with the triple threat syndrome. Intelligent, Fit and Beautiful. It could be from either sex, especially at my job in the hospital. I am truly attracted to those, with the ability to heal and help, that can be down-to-earth, pleasant, candid and genuineness on top of the other super qualities like excellent vocabulary and the ability to adapt to different people’s intelligence level.
If you can message/reply me an answer to at least one of the top two crushes (primary and secondary) you will get one of those “personal rain-checks” where it can range from me giving you a days worth of Michael-time where I will buy you breakfast (and/or) lunch and dinner. I will buy you a gift of your choosing and of course other things you may want.
So I actually don’t mind what my parents see when I’m texting, watching something on tv, watching a movie and that includes what shows up on my Tumblr dashboard. Scratch that, initially I am off-put that they are all up in my bid-ness.
Just because I am not a child anymore, doesn’t stop me from being curious.
This one time on my dashboard there was just this artistic picture—okay it was a picture of naked people, without any real nudity, but a lot of skin—and my mom is like “Are they naked?!”
I just looked at her and said “no mom, they are fully clothed.” Okay, I am never really sarcastic except when people are sarcastic towards me. I really just asked her “you act like the world is going to end for seeing a butt-cheek, or heck a side-boob without nipples.”
I told her I bought some marijuana too, but I think she got annoyed and went to go cook dinner.
Look what she did: They sinned. Sinned some more. And sinned a lot. God struck them with a huge ass ice-berg and she left this world alone and he died a slow cold death.
adenydd asked: Questions! 1.) If you could change the fate of three characters, who would you choose? 2.) What do you wish JRRT would have written about in greater detail?
